So I found this cool new thing that everyone’s doing, therefore I must do it too. It’s called “30 Days of Truth.” Each day there is a new topic that you must discuss truthfully. Day 01 begins with the question “Something you hate about yourself”. So let’s get started…
There are a few things I really dislike about myself. The fact that I have zero patience. How I always have to argue and will not take no for an answer. How I’m always cold or hot, never just right. One thing I hate about myself would have to be how I always seem to give up on what I really want. I will go for things, and then just give up because of a little bump in the road. I’ve done it many times, and I realize that if I keep the pattern up, it’s never going to change. Examples would be going to SU, pursing a bank career (before SU), moving into a new house, etc. I always try my second best, not my very best. Until now, I haven’t really had the inspiration nor the want to actually go out and do anything to make my life better. Now that I have met my fiancee, I have the want to go out and make something of myself. I’m going back to school full time in the spring, and not working. I feel that CVS is better left behind, at least for now. I have my fiancee’s support in all of this, and that’s all I need. Someone to help support me through all of the changes that I want and need to make. I want these changes not only for myself, but for P and him as well.
