Day 04 – Something I’m Forgiving Someone For

Well, I suppose this has been a long time coming, but I hold grudges. What can I say? I need to forgive M. For not being there when I needed him. For not helping me through the tough times. For choosing material things and friends before his girlfriend. Yes, it was bad. Yes, it still angers me sometimes. But it’s now in the past and it’s not going to come back to haunt me. I’ve moved on completely, and I think that I can finally let it all go and just say, “I forgive you.” Even though it may not mean anything to him. Maybe he thinks I was the wrong one, but oh well. In my book, he is forgiven for all the times he let me down.

Day 03 – Something You Have To Forgive Yourself For

Forgiving myself has never been an easy task. When I do something wrong, I ponder it, think about it, and wonder what went wrong non stop. For the past 2 years, I’ve been thinking non stop about how I could have salvaged my relationship with P’s father to make it work. Finally, I have come to the conclusion that I couldn’t. I am forgiving myself for not trying harder because I tried as hard as I possibly could and then some. After trying, I just gave up. But there was nothing else I could do. Now, I’m happier than ever, starting the life that I should have been living all along. I’m excited and can’t wait for the future. I can finally forgive myself for the past and my need to be free and let go.