I Just Want A Shower

Honestly, is that so much to ask for? I think not, especially when I have been running around all day trying to get everything done and make everyone happy. Eh, what can you do. I suppose that is my new, third job now. Being a full time pharmacy technician and a full time mom just wasn’t enough. I did get to enjoy a half hour of being outside in the gorgeous weather, playing basketball with a neighbor’s five year old child. He was actually decent to my surprise!

Tomorrow is Monday and I (thankfully) have the day off. This will make the fourth day in a row, but alas, I work Tuesday through Saturday then Sunday must drive 6 hours to Charlotte, NC for a memorial service on…Memorial Day. Hopefully I do get to relax, even for a few hours on Sunday by going to Carowinds. It will most like rain on my parade (literally) because rain is now the new sun apparently. I believe Northern Virginia is going to be the next Seattle very soon.

Today has just been depressing all around. Right now I’m still in the sweaty clothes that I played basketball in about 5 hours ago. I’m itchy, stinky, and I need to shave my legs. My boyfriend has decided to go to a friends house and leave me alone with my 10 week old, so there is really no chance of me even thinking about a shower until he gets home. The baby is sleeping now, but he has proven to me that if I actually try to do something that is louder than typing on a keyboard, he gets upset and for some reason, wants to eat. So the shower will unfortunetely have to wait until midnight (or later…if it’s much later the boyfriend and I will be having a little “chat” when he gets home) or tomorrow…(god forbid).

I’m in the writing mood for some reason, but really have nothing to write about. I know I’m usually positive and upbeat but it’s just not happening today. I don’t know what it is really. Something in the air? Maybe the water? Who knows…hopefully I get out of this funk soon. I think it’s mostly because I am still “fat” from the pregnancy. By no means am I overweight, but I am still about 20 lbs heavier than what I was before I got pregnant. I was hoping to shed those by June, but it looks like that is not going to happen. I’ve toned down the eating a lot though…and I’m only drinking diet soda. I hope it works. Well, I am going to go…GET A SHOWER!! YAY.