Sad.

I’m depressed. I suck at life. I can’t keep feeling like crap. I know I’m wrong. I know I do things to upset people. He’s not coming home tonight. 

 

Self Challenge!

So I bought the magazine “Self” this past week and noticed that they have this thing called a “Self Challenge”. So I’m doing it. It looks fun and it can help you lose weight. They customize meal and workout plans for you and it’s FREE. So yeah. And it even makes a shopping list for you so  you don’t have to read the recipes and right down the ingredients. I’m excited. I am actually going to wait and start my meal plan NEXT week because we are moving into the new house this week and it’s pointless for me to go and buy a ton of groceries that will just be left here at my dad’s house. 

Anyway…Lil P is up so I don’t have time to write much more. I went out and purchased tons of birthday gifts for M and I really hope he likes them. His birthday was yesterday and Lil P’s birthday is tomorrow! Lil P is having a party on Saturday so that will be exciting. Especially since we will be in the new house then!!!! Ahhhh I can’t wait!!!! I’m trying to take off work on Tuesday so I can move everything then, but I don’t think it’s going to work out that way. I hope it does, but who knows. I am going to show M the challenge and I hope he decides to do it with me so I don’t have to fix seperate dinners every night!

I GOT IN!!!!

So today…in the mail…comes a letter from SU. Which isn’t completely abnormal since I get stuff from them all the time. I figured it was just another thing saying that they were still looking at my application. I open it and see 

“Congratulations you have been accepted to SU”

And I nearly peed my pants from excitement. I’m still elated. I get to go to www.su.edu in the fall! How amazing is that?!?! I’m going to study pre-pharmacy and hopefully next year I will be entering my P1 year in Bernard J Dunn Pharmacy School at SU. Ahhhhh I’M SO EXCITED!!!! I’ve been filling out tons of financial aid forms all night. It’s been fun. I have one more to print off and send in then I’m done. Well, not done, but done for now. I can’t wait. I know that I can do this and I’m so blessed to have the chance to prove myself. I won’t mess it up!

Anyway…everything else has been going good. Right now I’m about to fall asleep because I’ve been sick for about two weeks now. I can’t seem to kick this cough I have. Oh well, I’m sure it will go away eventually. I hope everyone has a good weekend coming up! I will write more about SU later on!