I’ve Started To Do This

In the past few weeks I’ve started to write one of these and just ended up deleteing it because I didn’t like it. Now I need to vent and I don’t give a shit. I’m pissed at everything and I hate everything right now.

I’m mad at Mike because he never calls me back and if I call him at work and he actually answers, he always seems like he has an attitude with me. I hate my job because it just sucks and I hate it. I don’t really have an excuse for it. I hate my hair and how it’s growing out but I don’t have enough money to go and get it dyed or fixed.

I also hate the fact that in the past 2 months Mike and I always fight nearly every day over something and it always seems to be my fault. I’m so over it. I don’t know what else to do. I’m so sick of relationships and all of the shit that you have to put up with when you’re in one. I almost want to be single for the rest of my life. I hate this sooooo much.

I woke up way too early this morning and I still have like 15 minutes before I have to leave for work. This sucks too because I’m really tired and I could have used the extra sleep. Also, it’s like I’m always pissed off or upset with everyone and everything. I’m either mad, crying, or wanting to kill someone/something. I don’t know what the hell to do. It’s like I’m in a room screaming my lungs out but no one is listening or can hear.

I HATE THIS.