Myspace Won’t Work So I’m Blogging

Read the title…it’s only been a few days since I’ve last blogged, so I decided to write another one since I have nothing better to do with my time. Life has been so-so lately. I’ve felt so depressed lately. It’s not fun at all. I’ve been thinking about taking some Prozac that I have, but I don’t know how it will make me feel because I’ve never taken it before. Blah, oh well.

I’ve felt so…out of place too. It’s like I don’t fit in anywhere. I feel like everyone is always making fun of me, especially at work. I feel it more at work than anywhere else. I suppose it’s just something I have to deal with. Life really sucks. A lot.

Carry Me

I finally got my tax refund back. Surprisingly enough, I still have most of it left. I even bought clothes and paid on some of my credit cards!

I am happy again. Well, for the most part. Job still sucks, but now it’s mostly because of the new pharmacist. I am starting to take my dad’s outlook on jobs though….as long as my paycheck doesn’t bounce, I’ll be fine. I suppose that’s an ok thing haha.

Mike and I are doing good. I love him…and I think I’m starting to trust him. Actually, I do trust him. I just get into these weird moods sometimes. I hate it. I really do. I’m too scared to talk to my doctor about it though. The only person I talk to about it is Mike and he says that I should talk to a doctor haha. Oh well, I’ll live.

Well, I just thought I’d update so no one would think I was dead.