Am I Missing?

I’ve been thinking recently. Well, I’m always thinking, but I suppose it’s just been more serious these past few days.
Just a few moments ago, the UPS guy dropped off a package here at the doctor’s office, and I thought to myself, “What if that was my soulmate? What if we were meant to be together for the rest of our lives, but neither of us knew it?” I’m not really sure why that thought passed through me, but it did. It was awkward, but interesting. How do you really know who your soulmate is? In my opinion, you’ll know when you see them, when you first meet them, you’ll get that feeling. The one that no one can describe or put into words. I wish I could have that feeling. I’d rather be lonely the rest of my life than marry the wrong person. I’m lonely all the time as it is, so truthfully, it wouldn’t matter if I was lonely the rest of my life. I want to go out and explore. I want to meet new people, have great times, and then be back at work at 10am on Monday morning.
I’m so tired. I have been the past two days or so. I need to start getting more sleep. And I need to stop watching so much Comedy Central. It’s just so amazing. And it’s one of the few things that make me happy these days. Comedy Central + Brad Pitt + Vanilla ice cream with strawberries = happiness. Those three things alone could make me euphoric for the rest of my life.
What’s wrong with me?

Don’t Blink

So, my first post in a new blog. I tried the paper thing…I’m way too lazy to actually use a pencil and lined paper to write down my thoughts, feelings, and events of the day. Typing is much easier. Plus there is a spell check.
The events over the past week (mostly weekend) have made me think harder than I ever have before. About relationships, caring, honestly, etc. It’s been a journey, that’s for sure. A good one too. Meeting new people is something I’m fond of, but after this weekend, I’m not sure if I ever want to meet anyone else again. And that’s a good thing. Doesn’t sound like it, but it is. I’ve met…my match.
I love people. I love watching them, being around them, and talking to them. I want to know everything about everyone. Is that weird?
Maybe it is…maybe it isn’t. I just know that I love people…well, their personalities.
Next time I’ll actually write something worth reading, I promise. I’m just extremely busy at the moment. Pictures will also be included. I’m a picture person.